joshhutchercat:

my heart says yes but my mom says no

(Source: charmdog)

My best friend has died this Sunday night; Mother’s Day. He took his own life. The pain was too much to bear, I guess. He played god and took away a life. Depression isn’t something to mess around with. Some people are literally dying from the inside… I can’t have this weight on my shoulders. I was the last person he will ever talk to and I just can’t take it anymore. I wont do anything to myself cuz I know what it feels like to miss someone. I will never do that to anyone, no matter how sad and hopeless I am. I will NEVER do this to my friends and family. I don’t want anyone to carry the burden of being the last person to ever talk to me. Rest in beautiful beautiful peace my sweet Edward Archer. They haven’t even written your obituary yet. I don’t know what to think about that but oh my god…. I can’t believe he’s gone.